I threw it out on the lawn, right along with all your other bullshit.

Music: "The Ocean" by Paul Van Dyk
9:30p

I'm going to start off with a rant. Ready and go:

So I came across someone's photo on Facebook they had 'shared'. It read, "The definition of beautiful is not defined by using the word 'skinny'". Really. And I've been seeing these photos (each one worded a little different) floating around lately. "A real man loves curves!" This stuff pisses me off, and makes me a little sad. Why? Let me remind you that I am skinny, all 95 pounds of me. I am tiny. And who says that all men in existence, who ever have, or ever will live, have to have someone who is 'thick', or 'curvy'? It makes me SICK to see this kind of stuff floating around. Who says a man doesn't want a woman with a little less curve? My ex-boyfriend was just as skinny as I was (with a little more muscle), and it didn't bother the other not one bit. Society says we have to look a certain way (talking about women), and even then, it's STILL not perfect. So what's 'perfect'? I'll answer that for you: there is NO SUCH THING as PERFECT. We all come in different shapes, sizes, and heights...I am nowhere near beautiful, I don't have a pretty smile or even a straight walk. But I'm here, and I am still learning to accept myself for who I am. But society puts so much God damn pressure on us....it's sickening. My point is, why can't there be something about us, too? About people like me. Girls/women face the most pressure, and I'm sure guys aren't left out, either. I believe society puts so much focus on women, that guys kinda get shoved aside. But I know it's there. My ex went through it, and had a hard time accepting himself. I just wish that people could love others for what is on the inside, not outside. Everyone is beautiful in their own way. Accept people for who they are! If you can't deal with that, if you are incapable of doing that, something is VERY seriously wrong with you, and you need your head examined. Fuck all of you that have nothing else better to do than bring others down, when YOU have flaws of your own. My point is, a woman doesn't have to be 'curvy' or 'thick' for a guy to like her. So get the fuck over it!! 


Well, I was going to make this longer and talk about the weekend, but I said what I needed to. Hopefully one day, I'll stop seeing that bullshit on Facebook, and start seeing more positive things. Fuck society!

I'm fucking going to bed.