How fast things can change...

Music: "World On Fire," -Above and Beyond
8:05p

Things got better this week. After spending half of Wednesday completely depressed and out of it, I got a phone call from Amy, asking if I wanted to have dinner with her. See, God always has ways of doing things. Guess he heard me the night before. So we went and ate dinner, and she took my mind off things, as we discussed summer plans, birthday plans, work, kids, and everything in between, including friends who are acting anything but normal (or grown up in some cases). Seems she's having her own friend troubles. Okay, seriously, is there a full moon, and we just didn't know it?? Why has everyone been acting so weird lately? It baffles me to no end, but at this point, I can't dwell too much on it anymore, as another weekend at work awaits. 

Amy and I laughed and talked and I felt 100 times better than I had all day. I went home, and killed the song, "You Lost Me," by Christina Aguilera, and hey, a good friend of mine was there to witness the whole thing! :D I'm driving down the road, phone beside me, with him on speaker. "Hey, guess what I just did!" And then I proceeded to do it all over again. I. Am. Back! I also talked to John, who cheered me up even more. I am lucky to have those guys. Too bad I can't say the same right now for the other two, who have been acting totally weird, and yes, I'm lucky to have them, too, but I just can't deal with their behavior right now. I have nothing to feel guilty for. They know where to find me when the time comes, that is, if they even care. I can't guarantee either one of them will find me in my normally sweet, friendly disposition. I love those two, I really do, but I just don't know what to do right now. One is still not talking to me, and the other...well, he's still quiet. It seems like selfish behavior to me, but you never know what a person is going through. 

I fell asleep listening to the Reed Timmer/Sean Casey reunion podcast online, but there were some interesting stories. After talking to John and Jessica for a bit, I went to sleep, cursing the voices in my head all the way. 

I woke up to the Twilight Zone this morning. My iPod was sitting next to me in bed, and when I tried to connect to the internet, nothing happened. Okay, I know my laptop is turned off, I should still be able to connect to the Wifi and...uh-oh. I turned on the tv, and nothing happened. I turned my laptop on. No internet. Shit! Fucking Comcast, what the fuck did you do THIS time?? UGH! I had some financial stuff to take care of before leaving the house, too! Fuck! My cell phone's internet was lagging, too! So I got ready and ran some errands, anyway. Turns out a lot of Comcast users were out for a long time today.

I picked up my friend Jessica, and we went to eat for her birthday. I think she had a pretty good time! We chatted about our crazy friends and their behavior, the good ol' days when we used to all hang out and get crazy (and drive each other nuts), and all kinds of stuff. I had a really good time, and I miss hanging out with her. We definitely need to hang out more. :D

I came home, and we had our cable and internet back up. Finally! We called them, and of course they wouldn't say what happened. That's typical. What is the government up to? Makes you wonder.....

I'm so anxious and jumpy right now, I just want to get that first day at work over with  (please, no meetings this time, it fucks up my production. :P ). I've got some things to take care of next week, but I am officially back 100%, and ready for what's next. Maybe my friends will decide to come around, who knows. And, hopefully I'll get to meet my other friend for the first time, I just hope he's still in town. :D

Wish me luck. I'm off to find the Zquil in hopes that that will calm me down some. Goodnight, folks, I'll be back next week with a more organized update, lol.