I need the party police.

Music: Ashlee Simpson, "Burning Up"
10pm

The neighbors are at it again...no, no four wheelers this time, but lots of cheering and talking and kids acting like the little heathens they are. Guess those fuckers are watching the basketball game or something. From their garages. Don't these people have living rooms? Shit.

This weekend is my early weekend, which I can't complain about too much, because the next three days after that, I have to close, which sucks because there goes my nights off to do whatever. Today wasn't bad at all in terms of business. Was nice. Tomorrow might be a different story, though. Spring Break is ending, and the shop might be a little more packed. Thank goodness Emily comes in at 12, instead of three like last Sunday.

I ran home at three to change and grab a quick shower before heading out with Amy. We went to eat, then over to her friend's house for her Tupperware party. Never been to one before, but it was fun. We played games and ate snacks. It was so nice to have a distraction from things going on right now. This certain thing is always on my mind...no matter what I'm doing, there that person is, runing amok, or just staring me in the face, begging me to talk to said person face-to-face so I can get it over with. I don't know what to do.....I really don't. Nothing is ever easy, and this one is a doozy. The only person who can make that first move is me. Now I'm home and it's all I can think of. Blah!!

It's been a long day...seriously thinking about taking some NyQuil so I can sleep and not hear the idiots all up and down the street. I want to SLEEP and not dream about said person, not think about it for 7 hours. It's fun, don't get me wrong...but I need a break from the mental stress.

Why does it have to be so complicated?

That's all for now, keep tuned. Just hope things turn out for the better. :)